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Hello,
I've been oh so busy last months... my goodness me.
Not with costumes, not with photography; but with something entirely different.
A new place!~
Fact is; A short while ago I was petsitting my parents dog; which recently broke her leg, when my phone rang.
It was a nice lady, asking me if I was prepared for a huge suprise, ofcourse this made me very curious.
Then she told me that I was now the very first on a year-year-year-long waitinglist for my very own appartment! And!! That there was now one available for me!!!
At that point my jaw dropped to the floor, because honestly; I was thinking about this to happen in maybe two years, but most certainly not now!~
It took a lot of organisation because I had to basically decide if I wanted it in two days... which wasn't possible; looking at money, job, etc etc.
Luckily for me the organisation understood there was no way I could make such a huge decision right away. They decided to deal with the financial damage to leave the appartment one month empty for me to decide.
In the meantime I had to take care of a LOT of things.
And!!
Now Im writing this in an empty room because I get the key of my new place TOMORROW! (24.04.2015)
O MY GOD!!~ Im SO excited!! My very, own, "big", PLACE! My own kitchen, living room, hallway, shower, bedroom!
My goodness people! Im so super excited. And with that I also finally get the space to spread fabric properly in rooms for cosplay! (Lol yes I actually thought this before... its a big thing for me.)
Speaking of cosplay...
I haven't really done a lot in cosplay lately... I know.
I mainly have been busy making a dress for the Carnavale in Venice in February. (img10.deviantart.net/fcd7/i/20…)
Shortly after my return from Venice, this offer came my way and my whole world has been wrapped around this move ever since.
Next saturday I would go to the Elf Fantasy Fair in the Netherlands... A Fair I basically look forward to the entire year. But faith decided I will move to my new place upcomming saturday.
Honestly I wasn't too excited about THAT fact, but I basically had no choise. Besides, I will still visit the fair now, only on Sunday now. So for whoever is going there on sunday, I will always be happy to meet new faces.
With that being said...
I also own a Nikon 50mm lens now!~
50MM!~
I mean seriously; I lost this specific lens two or maybe three years ago, forcing me to stop concert photography. I have always missed it. Im so happy to have it in my inventory again, I dont think I will start with concert photography again. I just enjoy freelancing and doing my thing whenever I feel the urge. (Like on things like Elfia.)
I have always been afraid of negative opinions on my work, and though I realise opinions are just.., well opinions... my own opinion was always very much influenced by the opinion of others. So basically, whatever I did was in my own eyes always bad, and not just a little. But I couldn't even see what others would even like in my work. Whilst during the packing I found back older books filled with photo's... and all I could think was: "I was actually pretty good... ." - I was suprised by how my own vision has taken a turn.
Now-a-days; I decided I do what I like... and it's not something I want to earn my money with... so if it's not liked by someone else... I'm sorry but I did my best. There isn't much else I can do, now can I?
I mean; I would lie if I don't feel jealous if I see someone with an awesome cosplay... and I just can't make something like that yet.
For now I think what I do is fine for me, and in the end... Isn't that what matters most?
Ubisoft Talk.
There is just so much going on right now.
I am very eager to start/continue with new cosplays.
Recently added to my wishlist is the super-amazing character named 'Shay Patrick Cormac' from Assassins Creed Rogue. The game I was very sceptic about in first place. But Yeah... I was very wrong... I love the concept and the game itself...(img1.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20…)
I think its an amazing game and I love this character... (He even took a very close spot next to my love for the character Haytham Kenway.) I dont think he is the bad guy, I even feel for him. I haven't finished the game yet, but I adore it.
&Hey, black and red costumes... I just have to adore that, don't I?
But first!~
Let's start with going to bed for now... and then tomorrow at 11.30 a.m...
Celebrate a miniature party, with my newly obtained key of a fabulous new place.
Sorry for the late update...
I hope you don't mind.
Love!~
MaryMODIFIED
I've been oh so busy last months... my goodness me.
Not with costumes, not with photography; but with something entirely different.
A new place!~
Fact is; A short while ago I was petsitting my parents dog; which recently broke her leg, when my phone rang.
It was a nice lady, asking me if I was prepared for a huge suprise, ofcourse this made me very curious.
Then she told me that I was now the very first on a year-year-year-long waitinglist for my very own appartment! And!! That there was now one available for me!!!
At that point my jaw dropped to the floor, because honestly; I was thinking about this to happen in maybe two years, but most certainly not now!~
It took a lot of organisation because I had to basically decide if I wanted it in two days... which wasn't possible; looking at money, job, etc etc.
Luckily for me the organisation understood there was no way I could make such a huge decision right away. They decided to deal with the financial damage to leave the appartment one month empty for me to decide.
In the meantime I had to take care of a LOT of things.
And!!
Now Im writing this in an empty room because I get the key of my new place TOMORROW! (24.04.2015)
O MY GOD!!~ Im SO excited!! My very, own, "big", PLACE! My own kitchen, living room, hallway, shower, bedroom!
My goodness people! Im so super excited. And with that I also finally get the space to spread fabric properly in rooms for cosplay! (Lol yes I actually thought this before... its a big thing for me.)
Speaking of cosplay...
I haven't really done a lot in cosplay lately... I know.
I mainly have been busy making a dress for the Carnavale in Venice in February. (img10.deviantart.net/fcd7/i/20…)
Shortly after my return from Venice, this offer came my way and my whole world has been wrapped around this move ever since.
Next saturday I would go to the Elf Fantasy Fair in the Netherlands... A Fair I basically look forward to the entire year. But faith decided I will move to my new place upcomming saturday.
Honestly I wasn't too excited about THAT fact, but I basically had no choise. Besides, I will still visit the fair now, only on Sunday now. So for whoever is going there on sunday, I will always be happy to meet new faces.
With that being said...
I also own a Nikon 50mm lens now!~
50MM!~
I mean seriously; I lost this specific lens two or maybe three years ago, forcing me to stop concert photography. I have always missed it. Im so happy to have it in my inventory again, I dont think I will start with concert photography again. I just enjoy freelancing and doing my thing whenever I feel the urge. (Like on things like Elfia.)
I have always been afraid of negative opinions on my work, and though I realise opinions are just.., well opinions... my own opinion was always very much influenced by the opinion of others. So basically, whatever I did was in my own eyes always bad, and not just a little. But I couldn't even see what others would even like in my work. Whilst during the packing I found back older books filled with photo's... and all I could think was: "I was actually pretty good... ." - I was suprised by how my own vision has taken a turn.
Now-a-days; I decided I do what I like... and it's not something I want to earn my money with... so if it's not liked by someone else... I'm sorry but I did my best. There isn't much else I can do, now can I?
I mean; I would lie if I don't feel jealous if I see someone with an awesome cosplay... and I just can't make something like that yet.
For now I think what I do is fine for me, and in the end... Isn't that what matters most?
Ubisoft Talk.
There is just so much going on right now.
I am very eager to start/continue with new cosplays.
Recently added to my wishlist is the super-amazing character named 'Shay Patrick Cormac' from Assassins Creed Rogue. The game I was very sceptic about in first place. But Yeah... I was very wrong... I love the concept and the game itself...(img1.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20…)
I think its an amazing game and I love this character... (He even took a very close spot next to my love for the character Haytham Kenway.) I dont think he is the bad guy, I even feel for him. I haven't finished the game yet, but I adore it.
&Hey, black and red costumes... I just have to adore that, don't I?
But first!~
Let's start with going to bed for now... and then tomorrow at 11.30 a.m...
Celebrate a miniature party, with my newly obtained key of a fabulous new place.
Sorry for the late update...
I hope you don't mind.
Love!~
MaryMODIFIED
Happy Holidays!~
Merry Christmas!~
It is a day after Christmas, and I hope you all had a wonderful time with your loved ones.
Family, Friends, maybe even with pets, or not at all.
What ever you might have done; I hope you did it the best possible way.
~
2015!~
The year 2014 comes to an end... and now Facebook has all these horrible 'the year of' things. When I looked at mine... It didn't look like my year at all...
It was full of conventions, photo's, trips, and silly faces. Ofcourse this is a side I love to share, and is the best share I can give.
But this was not my 2014 in the slightest.
Honestly.
My 2014 was HORRIBLE.
Bu
Yearly Update
Hello there ladies and gent's!
Nearly a year has passed since my last journal, aaaand a lot has happened.
Busy!~
The main reason that I've not been writing much is because I've been busy, and then I mean; BUSY.
Long Story; Short.
I Stopped with school, started working at a petting-zoo, I'm still photographing as a hobby, became a auntie for the second time of a beeeaautiful baby boy, adopted two suuuuuupercute hamsters and right now I'm basically waiting for Halloween to come my way.
~
School.
Now in first place I do NOT encourage quitting school, and if there isn't a decent reason for you to quit, you should never, ever, even consid
Christians and Beliefs
Hey there,
It's 'that' time of the year again, people are talking about celebrating Christmas again. How do you celebrate it and why.
This time it was someone dear to me who asked me why I didn't celebrate it with christmas gifts and what it was like being raised as a Christian... .
As I kind of explained myself in a long comment, I think I can tell you guys my story aswell...
I think my story might startle some die hard Christians, so don't read if you are one of those.
~
"Why don't you Celebrate Christmas with gifts?"
Because according to my parents, Christmas presents are from Santa, and santa is a 'figure' who has been brought to
I am Strong
As I assume more and more people tend to notice...
I guess it's something I need to tell.
My life is forming and changing around my issues and I need to clean up my mind, explaining what's going on and how it's affecting me. People often think I've got mental issues, or at least think I have strange actions.
As I hate to explain this... I might put it on paper, once and for all.
I never had the best childhood. I won't be the one who will tell you guys it was horrible, but I had no friends, played on the computer all day and was often called in 'sick' by her parents since I was bullied so much I didn't dare to go to school.
As I was 16, I
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